um, updating?um, today was a snow day. sledding, yay! <3
other than that, life is life.. which is sucky... yes!
Your Eyes UnfocusedI look into your eyes and they’re not seeing a thing. Focused on someone else. Someone much more important than I.Your Eyes Unfocused
Sometimes I just want to scream at you. Tell you how much you’re hurting me. Each time you look away The wound digs deeper.
Stop telling me these lies About how you really care. If you cared, you would know
You would see how I’m stumbling.
I’m crazy to believe in you. To believe in your promises. You’re the one who knows me the best Yet, it seems you don’t me at all.
In my darkest hours I find myself alone.
In My DefeatI pull these blankets up to my chin Afraid of getting swallowed by the cold winter air. I rest my head down on my pillow and whisper, “I love you” into the night.In My Defeat
But it makes no sense to me. No, no sense at all. Because I don’t know who I’m whispering to. There’s no one to hear these lonely words.
And there’s no reason for the loss of sleep. Clinging onto lies, so far from the truth. I feel so small in this mess of deception. I lie alone, invisible in my defeat.
Late Night ThoughtsAt the end of the night,Late Night Thoughts
I just want to feel loved. There’s a part of me that needs to be comforted. I need someone strong that I can rely on. Just some reassurance that I matter to someone. These days are hard. I don’t think you know that. I just need someone to be by my side until I smile again. And I’ll do the same for you. Oh yes, I’ll be there. At the end of the night, I just want to feel loved.
The Front at HomeSometimes in this home the peace falls apart.The Front at Home
Angry voices fill the air like shots fired.
Breaking people’s trust like it’s some form of art.
I leave this battlefield wounded and tired.
Back up in my room the tears engulf me. I can't escape this feeling of defeat. A silence leaks through where the shouting use to be. There's furry inside me I can't seem to beat.
But after the raging battle is fought
And temper’s have seemed to diminish
There is still a lesson that needs to be taught.
There is still an argument to finish.
Even with all of the f
Soul ForgottenSooner or later, All the petals will fall, Just a soul forgotten, Hidden underneath it all.Soul Forgotten
Days go by, And she grows weak, Just a soul forgotten, Her words to hard to speak.
Tears glide down her face, Slicing her skin, Just a soul forgotten, She is lost within.
What will become of her, Most cannot comprehend, Just a soul forgotten, Waiting to end.
Love is No MoreLove, What is it really? Just a pretend emotion, That everyone wishes they'd feel.Love is No More
Everday, The same words tossed around. Misused, Abused. And all of the innocent believers, Are blinded so they can't see the truth.
On my quest, For even a temporary comfort, I have uncovered unseen realities. Love is nothing more, Than a simple hope.
We are all misled, Guided to this "love" That will only kill us in return. Break us, And leave us out to burn.
Taught by the lies, And shown by the tears,
I love youuu.
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lovin' and a-huggin' and ah ah/
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"I feel very guilty. It's clear that one shouldn't love 'just because' but 'because of'."
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i have the body of a god, to bad it's budah
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..Donnie Darko Fan Club on Deviant Art..
Founder: `Anahita
Admins: ^Helewidis ~budzen *xel- =thomasleak ~XAceX ~Matthimself ~darknessembraced ~Nik-kun123
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..Donnie Darko Fan Club on Deviant Art..
Founder: `Anahita
Admins: ^Helewidis ~budzen *xel- =thomasleak ~XAceX ~Matthimself ~darknessembraced ~Nik-kun123
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"I feel very guilty. It's clear that one shouldn't love 'just because' but 'because of'."
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Will you wrap your arms around me and save me from myself?
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"I feel very guilty. It's clear that one shouldn't love 'just because' but 'because of'."
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